I need to die, I don’t want it I need it. More than ever. I hate who I am, who I’ve been, and yet to become. My life is a curse and everyone around me will be effected if youdontgetmeoutofhere. If I cannot die…then ok. Take me too a woods, leave me there. Take away my brain so the thoughts will go, my eyes and ears so I won’t ever have anything to ruin again. Please, if my body must remain alive, remove my soul so I no longer have to be such a horrible being. Please, let me go.
You don’t need to die. You need to start loving and caring about yourself. Why do you feel that you’re such a bad person?
I do… An I don’t know I just can’t think of anything good I’ve done only the bad things…
I think about suicide every single day. But then I remember upcoming appointments and functions that family members want to take me to. Then I think of a few family members and friends who I adore, and who love me. For that I’m still alive today. I really hope there’s someone in your life who is caring enough to you that you value enough to stay alive for. I know it’s probably a silly way of thinking, but it works for me. Just one friend, one family member, one pet or one whatever valuable thing to hold onto, for me is enough to keep me here otherwise I’d be missing out on happiness from that valuable thing or person if I’d successfully committed suicide.
Makes me glad the doctor stopped me from drinking a two litre bottle of coke through my grandparents… I still want to abuse coke and other soft drink but I’m finding it too hard to want to because of other help my doctor wants to give me, and some other nice things that’ll be happening this year. I’m definitely putting suicide on hold just for now.
I understand what you are getting at but sometimes there is things in life we should live for even if we don’t know what it is yet. LoL the way I see it is that all people like us are going to be the next great thing in life and its a very painful thing but the best this is that we hold each other up