8 months feeling this loneliness, I feel that the more it goes on the more my worthlessness shows. I have no one I can call a brother, not even my own. It doesn’t matter how many people I am around, I will always and forever feel alone. I start to see why, I’m worthless scum, needy for attention, at the same time I really just want a really close friend. Someone who we can be there for each other. Seems impossible at this point, I don’t see why I haven’t already just ended it. I’m stuck on the thin thread on staying and leaving this world, super-glued and hanging upside-down. I just want to go, my happiness is never true. I have so much held in, and I can’t let it out. I’m afraid, hopelessly afraid of everything. What am I doing, why am I doing it. It gets me no where, to continue on. I can’t do a simple task. It doesn’t matter how much I know, because forever I will be missing a key factor to it all. I don’t want to be here anymore, I don’t even think I want anyone anymore. Leave me to die.
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People aren’t always the answer. Looking for happiness in another person is a bad thing to do sometimes, because while other people sometimes make us feel good, they can make us feel even worse as well. You talk a lot about wanting happiness from other people, maybe instead you need to understand and find a bit of happiness in yourself
first? I don’t know your entire situation but I hope I maybe helped a little
divert your concentration to other things.you may go for physical exercise. may go for any type of extra curricular activities. these can help you a lot. if people don’t deserve your love then surely a pet does. 🙂 u can also try to have a pet. and another true fact is we are not letting you die.
you said you can’t do a simple task. what does it mean? i think you first have to grow the confidence in yourself. how?? google it.
Its hard to tell by your explanation whether you want help or you want someone to understand.
hi dear,as said looking for happiness in people is always going to hurt you.believe me i have felt this and it hurts really bad.still if you need to talk with someone then i am really there for you my friend.mail me at stillaliveut@gmail.com