After 4 months of not cutting…I’m going to cut tonight.
You dont have to read this and, believe me, i’m not writing this for you.
I’m writing this for me.
For forever I have been trying to show people that I understand and that they’re not alone and that i’ll be here for anyoneÂ and I was never needed.
For too long have I held off on cutting for your fucking happiness and so YOU wont have to be disgusted with my fresh wounds.
For years have I held out on stealing YOUR boyfriend because I know that we’re soulmates and HE kissed ME and I pushed him away because he had you no matter how much it hurt me.
For what seems like an eternity have I stopped myself from murdering the families of the low down dirty idiots that have slaughtered mine and their very voices and faces haunt me to sleep.
I’M FUCKING TIRED OF KEEPING THIS INSIDE AND I’M FUCKING TIRED OF NOT SHOWING YOU PEOPLE JUST HOW FUCKING CRAZY THINGS CAN GET….
I swear to allah either I die…soon…or there will be hell to pay.
For the people who took the only people that have ever cared about me…
I’m writing this through burning crying eyes…You made the mistake of leaving her twin sister alive you dipshits…and she’s finally broken. Coming for you. Tick tock.