I’m 16 years old. I’ve been suffering from manic depression. I get bullied at school for being quiet. I get called ugly, a *****, whore and so much more. What did I do??? Nothing. I don’t have the guts to talk to someones face about how much I hate myself. Honestly, I’m pretty much that girl that no one knows until she commits suicide. Then, suddenly everyone had a class with me..it sucks. My dad is abusive and my mom and I are scared to death. Never knowing what he will do to us next. He emotionally abuses me and physically. I don’t have many friends. Actually, I don’t even have any 🙁 I’m alone and crying out for help. I also get bullied for having anxiety, depression, a family with people that don’t give a shit about me. My life is just a big joke. What’s the point of going on??? There isn’t one. I have nobody:( I need someone :/
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do you have your mom? what about a school counselor, i would go there, definitely. they can help.
no:( I can’t tell anyone about what my dad does to me. He threatens to kill me if I do. But now, it seems like him killing me is the only way out..
Stay here with us, try SP chat. There’s really nice people in there. And I dont know how big is the city you live in, maybe there’s another schools? That you can find friends? Maybe some hobby would help?
My dad controls my life. He would never switch me to another school. He hates so much. No one cares about me 🙁 I overdosed once and wanna know what he said to me? “Good, that’ll teach you a lesson dumb *****. I hope you die.”
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But in two years you could live by yourself? I hate your dad :l is there any relative you could go to? You’re too young to die because of some worthless man :l so dont do it. And dont mind the bullying 🙁 I mean what do they know.
Live by myself? I can’t get a job there is no way I could do that. I’m just a worthless girl who has no friends, family, anyone. Everyone hates me. Why should I continue this?nothing gets better, ever.
Why no? Of course you could. I mean okay some like cleaner or something. Dont let your father ruin your life. Your not worthless :l your very worthfull. And I dont hate you, though I dont quite know you but I think I wouldn’t. Because you’re 16. In that age, there’s almost nothing you have achieved. I mean you could be some great painter or writer or politician or businesslady and you would just leave. And the world would miss one great person.
When people see all the cuts, bruises and scratches on me, they get scared. They don’t want to be friends with me. They stare at me, not in “omg, is she okay” type of way, but “damn, it sucks to be her” type of way. No one wants to talk to me. I can’t get far in life with the way I am. Its not gonna work 🙁
I think you should still talk to police. Of course your dad wouldn’t want them to know. And your planning to leave permanent :l if I was you I would drag him with me :l and your teachers, can you talk any of them.
I can’t talk to any teachers. I just don’t have the guts to tell someone in real life what I’m going through. I feel embarrassed
You cover the most of them up. Look, I cut too sometimes. No one knows though but I think people care. I think they’re scared to care more. Because no one likes problematic people, because not all know how to help. I know that feeling. You know I even talked to people all “happy” and my scars visible. Its the worst when no one says anything. They just look and pass by in your life. But really, if no one talks to you, maybe you talk to someone?
Almost everything is fixable. And whatdoesnt kil you only makes you stronger. I think if you survive this. You’ll be. I can’t even imagine, like some hero from movies
I don’t cut. All of my cuts & bruises are from living with that horrible creature that I’m suppose to call my father.
Maybe you could tell police or teacher like via email first. Maybe it would be easier. Hey I know you’re scared but living in fear :l sounds so sad :l makes me mad.
i’ll stay out of this one looks like you have people to talk to on here but i hope things get better for you!
Contact domestic violence pages? You’re minor! There should be someone to help :l and your father. He has limited resources, I’m pretty sure he won’t be after you all your life. And maybe you could rub away from home? Ah, sorry, but I mean you still can cover pretty much for school/work. And if it’s face, then I’m so sorry that no one sees. But really you have tto get out :l
I’m glad you came to this page you know. Its the beginning.
My dad abused me as well. One day in school I told a kid to call the police when they got home. Gave her my address so she could tell the police where to go. When they got to my house I told them what was going on and showed them my cuts n bruises. Dad got taken in right then n there. A few court hearings later he was out of my life.
Unfortunately my mother wasn’t incarcerated. But your mother doesn’t abuse you so that won’t be a problem for you. Contacting the authorities any way you can is your best move. Once they are at your house you are safe if you tell them what’s going on.
I couldn’t get someone to call the police. No one likes me. No one would try to help me. 🙁 I’m worthless and should be left to die.
I would call the police for you. Still not wothless, you’re strong. Still with us. You could have given up, but you haven’t yet. So fight a little longer
No more fighting. I’m done
Im sure someone would call the police for you. A teacher maybe?
I don’t trust any of my teachers. My dad is friends with most of them.
Have a cell phone? Call them whenever
My dad has blocked every number on my phone except for his.
No you’re not going anywhere. You’ll stay here, or go looking internet pages to figure out what to do. Maybe neighbour could call. Some old lady? You could try buying prepaid phone. Or write to them, sent them email or letter telling your address and your problem
Can you block 911? …
Not that I know of. But if I dial 911, it sends a text to my dads phone and it tells him.
There are even chats where you can find police and some use Skype too…
911.com, dont know how it works though. While you still have access to internet you should google for help or sjhellters whatever :l and also maybe you could show some teacher those bruises, maybe nurse? they can’t be all be for your father