its my birthday. . and im all alone. . .no friends. . no love. . no nothing. . just me. .
im spending my birhtday on omegle and chatroulette. . . how big a loser could i be. . ? i lost everything. . .
i lost my love. . i lost my mind. . i lost my integrity. . i lost my tears. . i lost time. . i lost my friends. .
only two people have wished my on my birthday till yet. . only two people. . only two . . . =) its 1:40 am on the 5th of Jan here . . im 20. . im cold. . there is no electricity, no gas, no heater, no warm water. . .and i have nothing. .nothing at all
ive been listening to the sound of silence by simon and garfunkel over and over again. . .that song is so . . . weird. . just like me. . it makes sense to me. . . am i losing my mind??? i think i am. .
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Happy birthday!
If it makes you feel any better, I didn’t have any fun on my 20th birthday either, only one person wished me happy birthday, in fact, and it was my mother.
My 21st birthday is just around the corner and nothing has changed. I’m still a hugless, kissless virgin with no friends, how pathetic is that?
Well, enough with the gloom. Again, happy birthday!
Hang in there. I’m sure things will work out for the best.
somebodysoreo, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Everynamewastaken, Very merry unbirthday today and soon to be 21 BIRTHHDAY!
I send you both this cool imaginary card with balloons and big cake and all!
I became 21 2 day ago, feeling also pretty worse… Well
thank you for the wishes. . .
and trust me. . things will get better. . . i hope that they do. . i pray that they do. . =) never lose your faith in God. . =)
things didn’t got better in a whole year, sorry but I don’T believe in God nor in anything getting better, I am sorry.
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HAPPY 21 & 2 DAYS ALMOST BIRTHDAY
You get extra imaginary balloon and also piece of the cake IF those two didnt eat all away
And it might get better. Next week, month, year.