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Laying, sleeping, crying and cutting is all I want.

by Engeltje

I’m feeling so down. All I want to do is laying in my bed, sleeping, crying and cutting. I know I have to go to therapy every monday till friday from 9 am till 3 pm, but I really don’t want to do ANYTHING right now. I’m getting more scared and paranoid every day. Getting scared that someone is following me, or wants to steal my bag or purse. That kind of stupid things. I want to evade them, so I stay inside as much as possible. But the only thing I really want besides wanting to die, is just laying in my bed, sleeping, crying and cutting. That’s all that I want at this moment, because I’m too depressed and too down to do something else. I know I have to go to therapy because it will help me, but I would rather not go.

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Casssandra 1/28/2013 - 7:35 pm

You Sound Just Like Me. I’m Scared Of Society And Trust No One. I’m Also Depressed With Insomnia And Cut Myself. I Have To Wear Sweatshirts In The Summer Because Of My Arm.. I Want To Die To. Your Not Alone..

Dave_N 1/28/2013 - 11:23 pm

You have to take it one day at a time. Depression causes a person to lose the will to live. You have to set small goals for yourself and try to accomplish them.

Engeltje 1/29/2013 - 5:54 pm

@Casssandra,
Yeaah, it really sounds the same. Ofcourse there will also be a lot of differences between us, but some main things are the same like the things you call. I only don’t wear specific sweatshirts in summer, because in summer I mostly cut on other places like my hips and stuff and the scars on my arms aren’t really bad. It’s really weird that some people have just that much in common….

@Dave_N,
You know, I work everyday very hard to get rid of that stupid depression. I go 5 days a week to therapy from 9 am till 3 pm and work there on it. I learn there to take little steps by making a goal every week, but a few days ago they said (after more than 2 months) that those goals won’t help me because it gaves me too much pressure. Depression suckksss.

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