You all were right. I should’ve made my ‘man’ choose earlier. But I guess it wouldn’t matter anyways. The girl he’s been dating for two years? Apparently they were engaged since September of two years ago. “Fiance Scene” it says on her site.
I’m shaking. I’m so upset, I can’t believe it. Should I believe him?.. Honestly I feel like I really am being strung along now. And like there’s no way out. I passed out my heart way too much. And look what happens. Every single time my heart just breaks a little more. And I think that this guy was my last chance to a happy life.
So… If people don’t hear from me for a couple months, assume I’m dead.
My name is Domino Jays.
And I’m one stupid fuck.
🙁 I’m sorry. Don’t kill yourself over this guy, Domino. I understand you’re upset and you love him but, he is not your last chance at a happy life. You can’t rely on other people to make you happy, okay? And as much as I don’t want to say it (because your ‘man’ doesn’t deserve it), it’s not fair to the other person – or to yourself. You need to find happiness and strength in yourself while you’re on your own. Easier said than done. But it’s a must.
No, you shouldn’t believe him. Trust your gut, Domino. If your gut is telling you something isn’t right, go with that feeling. It’s not your fault. He took advantage of you. Now you know the truth; it’s your turn to make a choice. Don’t wait for him to make a choice.
I feel for you Domino. I would never want to influence another person’s decision about how they live their life, but yes it does sound like you’re being strung along. This guy also sounds like a creep if he’s messing around with a minor.
Right now Domino. Are you happy right NOW?
Because now is all we ever really have.
You think you’ll be happy in the future, but when the future arrives it’ll still be right now, and you still won’t be happy.
Where is he right now? Is he with her or is he with you? Because I guarantee you where he is right now is where he wants to be.
Don’t let this jerk use you anymore. You deserve better.
The only thing separating you from happiness, is what you do.
The only thing in between the person you are and the person you want to be, is what you do.
You have to make the change you want to see happen.
And believe me, he’s not your only chance at happiness. Somewhere out there, someone is looking for exactly what you have to offer. Your true love, you haven’t even met yet. So just live your life, and don’t let anyone tell you what to do, even me.
The less you have, the less you have to tie you down.
The things you own, end up owning you.
So it’s best to pack light for the journey that is life. Remember that it’s not a destination.
And though we have never met, I do love you as a person Domino, your inner beauty is really quite clear to me. I think the world is a better place with you in it, and it would be a shame if you left.
I hope things get easier, and you find it in your heart to treat yourself with respect, and do what’s right for you. Because that’s all that really matters.
I know it sounds selfish, but that’s how the world works. You have to make YOURSELF happy, before you can attempt to bring happiness to others.
There’s this old african proverb, be careful when a naked man offers you a shirt.
How can you give people something, you have none of yourself?
Just think about my words, and decide whats best for you, only you can do that.
And like always, If you ever needed to talk to somebody, I’m here. 🙂
People are jackasses, but you aren’t.