The majority of the posts that I have read are from people in High School. I get it high school is rough. Other students are mean. And you feel Your teachers, parents and family don’t understand you. I was there too at one point in my life. I am hoping that by sharing my story I can give others hope for a better out-look on life. Now before I continue with my story I need to say that I have thought about killing myself, I thought about pain less ways and painful ways. I also thought of ways to make it seem like an accident. But the one thing that always keeps me from doing it is what will tomorrow bring.
 I have always been a loner my so called friends were just friends out of convenience. I never did anything when I was in high school. My routine was pretty basic and boring wake up, school, homework, sleep. Until I got a job then it was up, school, job, homework, sleep. I dated two girls. Number one used to call me a friend then we dated she cheated. Number two cheated as well. Joined the military that was hell enough still don’t know why I joined or why I’m still alive. Married my number three she was my best friend someone who I loved with all of my being. If anyone can do such a thing. She cheated as well. After that I got discharged from the military now I am going to school falling further and further into debt trying to find a job nothing is coming up and trying to go to school. I don’t have money to eat, pay rent or even pay my car payments. If I haven’t hit rock bottom yet I just pray that I never do. But I can’t give up yet cause I know that life has a surprise in store for me at some point. Those of you that feel that life has dealt you a shitty hand don’t take it as ” okay I guess life is telling me to off myself” it’s not. That is life saying you are strong enough to handle this hand lets see what you can make of this. If you ever need to talk or just need somebody to trust, confide in, a friend, anything don’t hesitate I can always use a new friend. Please contact me at this email address (jrry_hutchison@yahoo.com) just put your name in the subject and tell me your story, tell me the site, and we can take it from there. If you don’t feel comfortable with that just remember that somebody loves you wether they tell you or not somebody does. Somebody cares about you. Please if you don’t take anything away from this just remember that. Thanks for reading I hope this helps.
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Everyone makes mistakes, if we’re going to personify life as a dealer that gives you worse hands if you’re a better player, then lets say I was it’s mistake. I’m not as skilled as it thought. I may use your email, or I may die. It’s nice that you have such a positive outlook on things.