The clichés given to young love make me angry. There is no age for love. Love is a feeling that knows no boundaries. You don’t wake up on your 18th birthday and think right I’m old enough to drink smoke and love. Anyone can love. And I loved. In fact, I still do love. I love and I hurt and I cry and I wish for change. Ross is my entire world. I’d do absolutely anything for that boy, except let go. I’ve never been treated so well by someone. Our relationship was the kind you see on twitter ad tumblr. I’ve never had such a bond with anybody ever. I think he’s the one, but now he’s gone. We don’t talk we don’t kiss we don’t laugh and we don’t smile. And I can’t take it. I have no one. I just want him. But he’s changed and he’s a nasty person but I still need this boy. But it’s never going to happen and I don’t want to carry on. Everything else in my life has been a fuck up, even Ross, the thing I thought mattered. So why would the future be any different? I don’t know if I’m allowed to say this but tonight I’m going to try. I’m going to try and drown myself and end this all.
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You’re right. Young people are capable of true love; however, the brain of a young person has not fully developed yet, thus a young person may make more impulsive decisions when the relationship has ended. I recently watched a show about how hurtful it can be when young love ends. You feel like your world is over, but in reality, you will meet someone else who will truly love you.
I think despite the fact many people don’t go on to stay with their first love, the first love is always the one. Young love can be something beautiful or something tragic. And if it’s none of those then it was never real. Young love is real and I don’t like the cliché it has. I agree a younger brain is less developed etc. but that doesn’t change the feelings one person has for another. I firmly believe that I found the one and I refuse to give up on him. Because I know, through past experiences and through common sense, the bond we had was the bond only true love could create. Wish me luck, I’m going to carry on in our crazy little world.