I have decided that its my time to take a break. I’m taking a break from just everything. If you thought I was reckless before then now is the time to let go. I’m done with it all. IÂ will try suicide again. I will do whatever the hell I want because I’m dying anyway…so what the hell does it matter anymore? All the friends that I have (which is few to none) don’t even know. My life is so useless…I deserve all that came towards me in the past couple years. I deserve the pain. But now I can’t fight it anymore so I’m giving up.
I don’t need people saying that I can get through it cause I can’t. But like I said I’m taking a break. I don’t know if I will ever come back, I don’t know if I’ll die the way I want or if I’ll be locked up. Who knows? Haha whatever.My life is nothing but drugs now. My life was so pathetic anyway. Anyway sorry for my rant. Bye
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please dont do this. think about the friends that you do have! they dont know? so theyll just find out when they see your body, or when they hear the news from some one else? think about how this will hurt everyone around you! no one deserves to go like this, no matter what you have done, or no matter what you think you have done. think about your friends and family! they will react, believe it or not..it hurts everyone. take it from someone who has experienced this first hand
Please don’t give up! You have to figure out why God placed you on this earth? We all have a purpose to our lives. You just have to find yours.