Paint the wall with my brain.

If you saw me you wouldn’t look twice, but I am not like you or anyone you know. I was bullied for being fat and having glasses. When i was 13 I slit my wrists in the bathroom. I passed out, woke up a few hours later then went to school the next day. I still have scars. I went to live with my father who would fight with my step-mom every night. Now, my father is dead, drank himself to death. My mother has a druggie boyfriend, my brother is drinking now. I just would rather be on the street than be here anoter minute. No one wants to give me a chance. I have no one and nothing. I want to blow my brains out in front of them. I want a last screw you to them. I want to ruin thier day like so many of mine were ruined. I’ll be gone and life will go on. I really want to do this.