I’m about to fucking snap. I’ve been getting so angry lately, like to the point I want to fucking literally killy some one. Usually I can control myu anger but this dumb ***** has pushed me to the fucking point… My Mom wouldn’t help me and go over to her house and talk to that cun’ts mother and that ***** still wants to talk about me. Right Now it hurts to breathe, I’m so fucking angry. I’ve broken everything in my room. My knuckles are bleeding and I can’t take it. I have a whole bottle of benadril right next to me and I’m about to give up. I’m the girl who always smiles and cracks everyone up and now when I need some one every one’s pretended like I’m fine even though they can see me fucking falling apart.
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Whoa, what did they do to make you so upset, if I might ask?
weirdly im in the exact same situation and came here to write similar
some cunts just like to live to hurt other people
no idea what you can do but i understand that fucked up feeling
I know your pain. Right now, at this very moment, I have a razor in my palm. I wish for you to make sure that this is what you really want. Please, don’t do this right now. Wait five minutes, and then, if you still want to, none of us can stop you. Just be sure.
Dont tell anyone to end their life. Remember there is no coming back. You have alot to live for. If you are feeling that badly and in so much pain it is time to speak to someone and get medication and help. There are always better days ahead. Please don’t end your life.
I’m not saying for you to do it at all, I would never want that for anyone. Just, it is YOUR decision.
Please, if you can wait, so can I. Let’s last this out together, please.
MJSD, I really don’t mean to be disrespectful or argumentative. I’m just asking sincere questions. How does one know, factually, that another has a lot to live for? Isn’t having something to live determined by the one living her/his life? And how, again factually, can one be certain there are better days ahead? Even if some of the days aren’t as emotionally hurtful as a given crisis day, wouldn’t only the one suffering be able to judge whether the net pain over a time interval were too great for their coping mechanisms?
I admire that you want to help, and that you take the time to comment on posts. And I agree with you, generally, that therapy should be explored as an option to decrease pain to manageable levels. But I don’t see any objective reason that amelioration must happen. Sometimes things don’t get better. It’s one of the first principles learned as a freshman in medical school: not every patient can be cured.