i m 22 years old and i m the biggest loser in the world. I have failed in each and every field of life, studies, sports, socialising, relationships, etc. i love a girl very much. but she has no feelings for me and she keeps on saying, “i dont love u, but i want u just as a friend”. these words tears my heart apart. i even stopped contacting her. but she contacts me once in a week and repeats the same lines. i just cant take it any more. but i cant even b rude to her.
i suck in sports. whenever i play i get screwed up and everybody ends up laughing at me and making fun of me.
i have always failed in academics. in my graduation i got just 40% marks. i have failed 6 times in chartered accountancy foundation exam.
i m underweight and very weak. i cant fight even to save my own life.
i think that god sent me into this world as a punching bag for others. i dont belong to this world. i just want to end this life. but i dont do this only because of my parents. they will suffer if i m dead. but each passing day is tougher and tougher for me. may b, there will b a day when i will not care about anybody and end this wreched life.
SOMETIMES, SUICIDE IS THE ONLY OPTION…