He was there with me, we were doing what we usually do, having fun by being with eachother. It was all i wished for, hes a gentleman. Hes happy to see im happy. I have to push, ask for a hug, i feel hes body warmth and heart beating. Im on his chest, were smiling to one another, talking. We get up, keep talking, smiling, living the moment, like 2 children who love to play together… Somehow we end up close, faces too close and i cant resist, he feels it and we kiss. It was so sweet, so wanted, his kiss felt like that. Soft warm, i was so almost in ecstasy, for a few seconds the fear of what could happen next scrolled up my body, but i couldnt think of the future, just now was enough…his kiss, his presence, his love.
I woke up. Reality! He wont be there again…
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blahh,
very sad and haunting, i feel for you 🙁
thank you rocketman :/
even i feel the same…but you need to be strong and move on.even i get this dream daily and almost everytime i think like that but i need to understand that what the reaity is.same goes for you….
Blahh–sorry it hurts so much; It’s like your mind is still reeling and trying to get used to the idea.
thanks for your words of care and understanding. much love to all of you…
just hurts hell never be there again and knowing deep inside he wont be replaceable at all, i just feel it.
and although it makes me sad he isnt there im glad that i could have the dream still, just shows hes still alive in my mind and memories <3
that a great love will never be forgotten…
hey i want to talk with you.. i don’t know.. just mail me please at bhardwaj07.utkarsh@gmail.com
sent a mail to you rnal007 waiting for reply <3