I am about to prepare myself, both emotionally and physically, to die. I was enthralled by the story of Haley and Jake. Haley lived in New York, Jake in California. They met and fell in love, but couldn’t be together because of the physical distance. Long story short, they killed themselves and died to be together. I find myself in the same situation. I love him so much. But I love my baby too. Well, not my baby. I know she will be taken amazing care of and won’t remember me. It will cause her no pain. What do I do? Yeah, yeah, I know. At least six people are affected by every suicide. But, I don’t have to deal with it. I love him. I know I do.
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Don’t kill yourself..
i know you hear that a lot but i know people around you will be affected by it. The ones who love you will be torn and feel the pain you are feeling they will have to feel that pain of a thousand daggers going through them. Just dont do it
It’s not worth it.
You can talk to me if you want(: just lay it all out
Okay, so here’s the deal. My best friend/boyfriend live on opposite sides of the country. We will NEVER see each other. I love him so much. I know it’s love, because it’s a feeling I’ve never experienced before. I have had crushes, lusty feelings, and I’ve experienced true, unshakeable hatred in many forms and on many levels. But I’ve never had someone be the first thing I think of when I wake up, and the last one on my mind when I go to sleep at night. I’ve never gotten butterflies in my belly just thinking of someone’s smile, and I’ve never been someone’s first choice. I love him so much it hurts. And, besides that, my family sucks. The only family members that mean anything to me are my aunt and cousins. But even that is only enough to make me hesitate for a second.
Right now, the only thing holding me back, is that I want a baby.
ZuicideZero,
CARE TO CHAT?
recycling1000@yahoo.com
always interested in making a friend.
Well we discussed this. Like you said you dont know me well and i dont know you well. But i will always be here if you need someone to talk to ill be a friend to you:)
I have experienced love and i know the pain of losing someone. it took many months for me to stop crying and it took longer for me to stop hurting and a little longer for me to let go. Thats all you will need is time. i cant say that you wont be hurt cause you will and its going to suck but ill be here to guide you through it.
I appreciate that. I do. I’d love to get to know you, though. Have someone to talk to when things just blow. Up to you, like I said, I can give you my e-mail or skype address. I like you, so far.
Of course yea give me your email and your skype i probably forgot my skype info but whateves haha ill get a new one but yea i like you too:)
I’m on skype and my email right now, actually. Skype is sixsixsticks, email is sixsixsticks@gmail.com
okie ill get on my email
Kay