Thinking about suicide everyday…thats where I am in life now. Smoking when I’m not always on the move, smoking when I am on the move, thinking about suicide during it all…. I can’t just sit by and feel this hurt anymore. I can’t let those around me shove me towards progress when I’m just getting worse. They don’t understand how hard it is for me…how hurt I am… All they care about is that in the next month I am better. That’s how its been told to me. I don’t need sympathy or pity. I just want death.
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maybe if you ever put down the damn weed and actually tried.
well. i WAS in a good mood. no more.
Alot of times people just can’t comprehend what others are going through. It’s like they see that your in pain and want you to get better so that they can feel better. They never stop and think about how hard the shit your going through is. Or why you feel the way, and do the things that you do. It’s hard to say if there ever is a “right” or “wrong” way to go…
honestly, I believe that smoking helps, I have these fits, I would call it and once I get going and crying and hating myself to the point im gna snap…I can smoke and it’ll help it go away…as opposed to not, where I would be crying myself to sleep and hitting my head against the wall because I wanna kill myself so bad, but I can’t…
Suessels..! Wtf?!
Rebz… Vent away, just don’t waste away… 😛
Useless me your posts are not acceptable and have been deleted. Carry on and you are likely to face a ban from Admin
I Think i see the pain bc ive been there… Well i dont think i can change someone’s mind but if you ever want to open up about your pain im here.