That’s my question..will it get better? I don’t think I ever felt so depressed in my life before and it bothers me to no end because this isnt who I am. People who met me know me to be always smiling, cheerful, and over all happy but behind closed doors I’m a complete mess and just not myself. I wish I didn’t care about people as much as I do because maybe I wouldn’t give second chances to people who didn’t desereve it, maybe I wouldnt take everything to heart but in all honesty thats my biggest issue is that I take EVERYTHING to heart. Lifes getting harder to live day by day, finding something that makes me over all happy is slowy drifting away and I dont know how much longer I can go on for.
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hello i get it. yea it seems like a long time till things get better. but 1st thing 1st you cant play yourself because if you dont show people what ou are really feeling they will just think everything is ok with you and we all know thats not true. i know some times it feels like we should hide who we are beccasue people wont understand us. But I bet you felt so good to write this down to get it out of you to let someone know how you really feel. oh I have a question. what did you mean when you wrote Finding something that makes me over all happy is slowly drifting away?
I tried to tell some people whats been going on but all it feels like is that I’m a bother to them and they don’t care. What I meant with finding something that makes me happy means just over all I’m just lossing interest in everything that makes me happy slowly but surely
oh okay. Yes at first it will seem like people are being bother about what you are say to them and you may just want to give up on try to tell someone dont that will just make it worst. keep trying and let them know that something need to be sone. and plez dont fake yourself around people that will make it bad too
oh okay. Yes at first it will seem like people are being bother about what you are say to them and you may just want to give up on try to tell someone dont that will just make it worst. keep trying and let them know that something need to be sone. and plez dont fake yourself around people that will make it bad too