I am so so so suicidal. I don’t know what to do anymore, honestly. I know there are others out there who have gone through worse then me, or feel similar things. but it’s like, the people who should care the most about me don’t. No one does. Even my best friend. When I try venting to them, I swear I just come off as whiny. and I have random people always saying, ‘Im here for you!’ and I apprecate that, but it’s not the same.
maybe I don’t want to be saved? I feel as if I was born for self destruction. Yoou know? It’s just not fair. Â Don’t get me wrong, I know there are kids out there who are dying of cancer, or other illnesses. Hey, iif I could, I’d take thier cancer for them and give them my life. So I’d die and they wouldn’t.
I don’t know anymore.
I cannot take this.
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Let me be another person saying “I am here for you”. It has to mean something. Even if it isn’t the same as being someone you know, but I’m here if you ever need to vent/talk/scream/cry/whatever.
I know the feeling.. That first sentence is pretty much describing how I’m feeling.
I just saw your tmblr btw, love it.
thank you dear, if yu have a tumblr,mesage me there and l’ll follow yu<3
I don’t 🙁
Maybe I’ll get one sometime, I’ve thought about it. I love the concept of it..
I’ll give you my email tho, if you ever want to talk claire.01tt @gmail.com (without the space).