ok, i have something on my mind. And I know that other people have it much worse, but I’m just gonna say my story.
My life is not bad. I don’t know where my depression started. But it did. And it won’t go away. I just feel like the biggest misfit. I cut and starve myself. I have to admit, its mainly for attention. It’s not working though. I don’t know whats wrong with me. I can barely think anymore, my thoughts are so mixed up. Everything hurts. I hurt everyone I care about. People think I’m a freak. They have a right to, because I am. I’ve thought about suicide but I know I don’t have a reason to. Also I know it would screw up my family and thats the last thing I wanna do. I wish I could just leave. I don’t know what I mean by that. Idk. I’m just so confused and no one understands. So I fake everything.
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It’s the most effed up feeling in the entire world. That unexplained void. If you need anyone to talk to we are all here.
If depression is your only problem, get some medicine for it. Eventually (once you are able to act normal) people will accept you as a friend. If you really want attention, you’ll have to stop cutting and start eating. I hope you can, good luck.