Are you okay with this part?
Are you okay with my heart?
Are you okay with the scars?
The once perfect ghost studded with stars
Open skies ripped the night apart
So if I kissed you on the cheek
Would you push me into you?
If I held you close to me
Would you push me to choose?
I don’t wanna mess this up
If this exists at all
I don’t want to move too fast
But I don’t want to be alone
So if I tried would they talk?
Would you break me?
Don’t you wanna break me?
They all wanted to hurt me
Steal what I gave it seems
That they wanted everything
All of my physicality
But I don’t want something so easy
I want something worth something
Cause second hands and worn down jewelry just isn’t as pretty
So must I be careful?
You have something I can’t see
Would you break me?
Showing you this vulnerability
I recall the last times I said he’d be the last time
I watched as they laughed and walked away fine
But every time I’d die a little more and I’d lie
This love is the last and like a ghost inside
Frozen sunshine breaking the night
They all wanted something I couldn’t give
I gave up something that made me live
My heart it beats in tiny tiny pieces
I hope you know that I can’t give you all of it
They all wanted to break me
Don’t you wanna break me?
Are you gonna break me?
Could you possibly be different?
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i saw this and loved it so much i started looking through your other publishes for more poetry, and your timeline post was astounding. the fact that youre alive is incredible and you really are someone who has lived so much in so little time. i idolize you…
and i like your poem a lot.
Thanks 🙂
That’s really encouraging…
Like the way I think of life right now is that I’ve lived through so much already, I can live through some more.
Life isn’t delicate. Otherwise I’d be dead by now.
So life is strong, and so am I 🙂
I’m focusing on the positive rather than the negative, and I guess that’s why I’m alive
i’m happy for you.
hey, if you ever want to talk, i’m here. we’re not in the same place, but i’ve gone through a lot as well and may understand a lot if you need to talk.
Yea, thanks
I might just do that sometime