It has been awhile that I’ve been running around tired.
I’m not saying I’m desperate.
I’m someone who’s used to loneliness, and wouldn’t even want to change that.
I always lock myself in my room, but that’s not a way of living is it?
It so happens that my boyfriend got mad at me today, being mad isn’t that horrible is it?
Then why does it make me cry?
I hid myself the moment I realised he decided to leave me again.
When this happens he would walk off and pretend I never existed, and somehow I always feel like I’m the only one caring from both of us.
Not wanting to cry all day, I left school during lunch break (our school has this system you can go outside during lunch breaks).
And went on my way home.
There where my good friend my bed was waiting for me<3.
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i know how you feel …… your not alone
Yeah I suppose a lot of people felt like this before, I’m just not sure what’s the source of it.
-Hugs.-
Hi Azu. I’m sorry to hear that your boyfriend got mad at you, but relationships have good times and bad times. There are no perfect relationships. Please don’t start skipping school. I like my warm bed too, especially when it’s cold outside. Your bed will be waiting for you at the end of the day when school is over. I’m a teacher by the way. 🙂
Yeah, and weirdly enough we happen to have that a lot, I really hope I won’t lose him. And usually I always go to school though, but it happens that when I’m in situations like those (where I have this feeling that I could cry all day long non stop) that I decide to go home.
That’s nice, what subject? Psychology or?