”When I Die, Fuck It! I Wanna Go To Hell. ‘Cause I’m A Piece Of Shit, It Ain’t Hard To Fuckin’ Tell. It Don’t Make Sense Goin To Heaven Wit The Goodie-Goodies. Dressed In White, I Like Black Tims And Black Hoodies.”
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I have decided i’m going about 5am tomorrow. I am waiting for a freight train and i plan to jump in front of it. I have failed suicide so many times using intricate methods. I’m not encouraging you, but as we plan for the same day i don’t feel so alone now: ‘God will probably have me on some strict shit, no sleeping all day’.
You guys are worth it. There are people out there who love you and would tear into peices if you died. If you know what it is like for someone to die then people will have the same reaction as you if you guys die. I will cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry if you guys died. It would really break my heart if you guys died. If you die… There is no coming back to live the life. You are worth it….. you really are… i care about you guys and I want you guys to live the best life ever… you are not alone… i am here for you… i may be far away but… in my heart I care sooo much about people who want to die .. but most importantly you guys…..
Well Good Luck W8wing2die. Maybe I’ll See You In The After Life!<3 (: I Hope So. Yeah, I Don't Feel As Alone Either..
I Don’t Want To Die. It Just Gets To The Point Where Your Tired! Tired Of Everything.. And That’s Where I Am. And I’m Just 15! I Wanted To Have A Future..I Wanted To Get Married And Have Kids. But Of Course. My Dreams Are Crushed.
Thanks. My life is nothing but pain, boredom and tiredness. I have nothing to do tonight, except tidy my room and i have to kill myself before 6am because i have work. I don’t know what to do, i just want everything to stop.
This Cassandra person has been through Hell from her posts. someone needs to save her, i think she needs help bad.
I am scared to sleep because i will wake earlier and have to go to the train station, and if i don’t it will be another fucking failure. I feel trapped.
Cassandra i hope u can find peace in this world, just don’t know how to convince u to stay because i really want out.
I’m Sorry From What You’ve Been Through. Life Isn’t Easy. Thats The Thing, I Don’t Want To Be In This World Any Longer! Ha, I’m Done. Done Smiling For People. Done Trying To Be Nice. Just Done! I Hope You Change Your Mind. I Don’t Know You Very Well, But You Seem Like An Amazing Person. I’d Be Your Friend. Thank You! Hopes Are Loss..
Listen i’m 29 i feel responsible somehow (because i’m older), i can tell u my life has sucked with age. Cassandra my mood makes me an arsehole somethimes (when i get really aloof), but generally i try to be kind. I thing u have been through terrible crap from what i read on your previous post, not everying life ends shit i hope, and some people seem happy. I’m telling u that u r young and you don’t deserve the shit you’ve been through, not when u did not ask to be born and had no say in being who u r.
youngbulliedvictim made me cry a little, just easy words to really affect emotions.
Cassandra is this really ur only choice, i hate to sound hypocritical but i’m not going to just u feel trapped because of cruel people.
:I I Have Nobody. And If I Died, I Wouldn’t Have To Worry About A Thing! I’m Just Confused. A Part Of Me Wants To Live Yet The Other Part justice Wants To Die. To End I All For Once. Tomorrow Is The Day..No Holding Back!
I want to end it too, just that i am soo tired and i have tried many times. I just hope i’m up in time, it takes alot on energy to do carry this out. Ideally i would like to die at home, i once tried painkillers and it was just embarrassing. I don’t want to hold back now. There are more pluses for death than negatives:
No more pain, no more fear, no more bad memories or horrible people.
I don’t mind God’s Judgement because if i am allowed to speak, i would ask, ‘If u r so powerful and great and perfect, why create people, if i’m going to go to hell why create me in the first place? If i am reincarnated and i remember how much life sucks, i will kill myself again.
Why does part of u want to live, what for and is there anyway i can help this part of u feel more stronger. At this young age, u are probably more connected to real pain and suffering than some adults. If u have a family maybe u would have more to offer a child or even a family than your average person. There are peobably depths to yourself that would make a childs life worthwhile, but as for the pain i can’t tell u how to escape it without death. If only i knew…
Soo tired, didn’t finish my room and hopefully this will be my last night.
Goodbye and good luck
Cassandra, you can talk to me if you like. I too am 15. I’m sure I haven’t gone through anything too horrible, but you are 15. You have your whole life ahead of you! I know life sucks right now, but it’s because we have to live with mean, jealous people!
Its Sad. You Seem Like Such A Good Person To Die! :/ I Honestly Don’t Even Know What To Say. The Thought Of The Word Living Just Scares Me..I Dunno What To Do. If I Try Killing Myself Tomorrow And It Doesn’t Work. I’m Gonna End Up In A Mental Hospital. I Mean, It Could Be Better Than Out In This World Itself. Especially School.
EmM Do You Have An Email Or Facebook? Or Anything?
Please don’t hurt yourself Cassandra. And w8ing2die, if you jump in front of the train, you will be scarring people for life, especially the conductor. There must be a better way.
I’ve Already Been Hurting Myself. Its Called Cutting. There’s No Difference. Its All Just Pain!
w8ing2die, that’s a really selfish way to go. Don’t make things inconvenient for others.