Im not going to say what Im going to do but I actually do plan on carrying it out. I honestly hope I am more afraid but I am just biding my time till then. It is not really impulsive as I am planning it out and will probably succeed. *Hint this is widely used in China and Japan. No sob story. Im abnormal and will never be normal. Tried. Tried seeking help. Tried psych medication. Tried therapy. Life sucked from child till now. I won’t grow, change or get any better. Doesn’t matter if I can attain higher socioeconomic status. We humans are social creatures and it hurts me terribly not being like my peers.
Im done. If it works than I’ll be shocked but x_x. If it doesn’t than I will just probably have one hell of an headache and try it or something else at a later date.
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You care what your peers think of you? Are you in school or something? There are many other places to make friends and be “liked”. Personally I couldn’t care less what people think of me.
I heard that before that I care too much what other people think. I got friends, people to talk to. I suck at everything though. Not sure if that is reason enough to do something.
Thanks for the reply Bababooey
I think that most people suck at most things. This is also the philosophy of my education. The intent was not to make everyone great at everything, but to try (and probably fail) at everything under the sun.
After several years and a string of hundreds of failures, one or two tasks would seem the best (least failed) for each of us. So we were supposed to just take those tasks and run with them. Along the way we each sucked though, so I think it’s okay if people suck.
Yeah changeling, your right.
Been too damn lonely. Failed friendship/something else with a female. Never had a girlfriend. People always say that I am handsome but I guess there is something about me that turn off females. Wish I wasn’t tall and plainer looking. Wish I had an excuse why I can’t get a girlfriend. Socially I suck but it never bothered me till now. “God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference”. Knowing that I can’t change the part of me that will leave me a lonely guy for the rest of my life is a hard pill to swallow.