my throat hurts.. I’m in journalism thinking things over.. Wondering if i should cut, I almost did last night and I wanted it deep… I wanted it so I couldn’t walk only limp…It’s hard to cry.. my best friend is in Hawaii for ten days leaving me stuck alone. I guess I’ve managed to rope myself in a weird sex slave agreement thing but I don’t know.. just doing things to take my  mind of the buzzing in my head and throbbing in my throat.. too sad to type or think rationally, I just want to break down in front of this screen but I’m too proud… Let’s see how today plays out…
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sacrifice yourself, and take some bad people out with you. self-sacrifice is the need of the hour for the world and sacrifice is the need of the hour for you. humanity is in hoping and working for a tomorrow you will not live to see…make that happen, all of it.
…how much indifference does it take..
I think you sound really strong
please don’t be sad….remember you are loved…
How did it play out?
better i hoped at first but in the end it just ended bad like always….
Sounds like you found some happiness in slavery.
And you didn’t cut. Good for you, Selbstmord 🙂
If you start the day brilliantly, it can only get worse. Pace yourself and end on a high.