hey im new at this im gonna be straight foward now im not good at spelling or punctuation so just stay with me
ive always had the feeling of committing suicide but always ignored it,till just recently when a ex student from our school killed himself.i dont why or what but from him doing it i got a sense that it was socially accepted some how…
so i started daydreaming about where and when to do it what my parents would say or do.how life around me would be and it hit me no one would really care eveyrone would just get on with life.but recently my parents have became more hash with there words calling me dickhead and dumbass i get told this on a day to day base just because i dont want to complete my year 11&12 studies.my brother on the other hand gets praised and called names such as bello(beautiful boy in ittalian) and gets everything he wants
to be honest i think the only reason i havent done it is cause i dont have the time because everyone is always home ive always been into partying and all that so i thought maybe i could overdose on pills or anything really just to get me out of life.in all honestly i dont know what to do and tbh just wanted to get my feelings out and yeah