Can It Just Be Time?

I’m just ready for it. I’ve been waiting for it. I’ve tried three times but they all failed, they were overdose. But now I know they have a low suicide rate and I want to try something new… I want to go to the woods and hang myself. It’ll be the best way so that I know it’ll work. I can’t wait for it to be time for it. It wont be too hard and I know that people will miss me but I’m always upset and theirs no point in being here any longer. I feel like it’ll be better when i’m gone.