FOR OTHER PEOPLE.
People who have cancer and people who’s fighting death, people who wants to live, people who’d give up anything to live.
I feel that sometimes, whenever I plan suicide. Â I don’t know. I’m weird and complicated. F*cked up and shitty.
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Suicidal people probably have better lives than at least 60% of population.People living in the countries of the so called 3rd World for example, were born in bad conditions and are not aware that better conditions exist.They are used to it.Depressed people,however,are not used to (emotionally) bad conditions and,therefore, when such occur, are not prepared to deal with them.I have read somewhere that people who think of suicide are the people whose pain is greater than their ability to cope.It simply is a question of balance-you have more pain than you have resources that cope with pain.You literary don’t have enough of what it takes to fight.The enemy has much greater army than yourself.Just because you have a roof over your head and enough to eat doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to feel lousy.Your life is not the best nor the worst in the world objectively, but if it’s bad to you, feel free to feel bad.It’s okay and you shouldn’t judge yourself.
I feel guilty all the time for the same reason. I feel like I’m just a selfish and dramatic person for not just trying harder.
Yes I agree with tantal. I read somewhere that half the people in the world get by on less than $2 per day. On a budget like that I’d need to save-up for a bullet then borrow a gun. Luckily I was able to afford a box of oven bags from the Dolla’ store a balloon kit from Party City. And God bless the poorest third on $1 per day I have no idea how they opt out early.