Im ready

If you are still with us, I share your pain. And I know there is nothing I can say that will change your mind, I know what it feels like to have unbearable pain and just want it to end but trust me when I say it’s not your only option. Whatever situation you are in, however fucked you think your life is, can you really allow yourself to destroy your kids lives? Do you think they will ever understand or ever forgive you?
I don’t know what sort of music you like, but do me one favour and watch the music video to Hold On – Good Charlotte. Those clips in there are footage of real survivors, left behind with a life of pain by those too selfish to give a shit. You can fix this, be the strong man that you know you can feel deep inside you, get on your feet and laugh in the face of death.
I know nothing about you, but I know that if you didn’t believe that there was even an ounce of hope, then you wouldn’t have posted on this website.
There are survivors out there who have been through a shit load more than a divorce and a break up and have a better outlook on life than the both of us put together, what does that tell you? If I have learned anything from my experiences, I know I can confidently say that your pain isn’t permanent, and things can get better if you want them to. Reality is only perception, and perception is subjective. Therefore, you can really create your own reality. Choose one that doesn’t sacrifice the lives of others. Make the right choice, your pain will fade. I promise you this.