I can’t stand to be around my “friends” their fucking assholes Who don’t talk to me. I don’t talk to them anymore and I honestly don’t have anyone else. I only literally have had those 3 friends and now I’m alone. I have never been good with talking to people and it feels like I’ll never have anyone to talk to. I’ve become a text book loser. I dont have anyone to talk to or guide me. Lately I’ve just really hated life a lot and wish I could just not wake up.