Im.slowly turning into a vegetable,medically speaking

A while back my aunt took me to a therapist, for my depression.She then took me to a lady who prescribed medication!God, I was so freaking mad, still am a bit peeved.Since hen my depression and anorexia have only gotten worse,I have stated previously that nothing will help but she didn’t listen and now its progressed to a stage where I’m slowly turning into a vegetable (medical term).Also you might not think this but I’m 13 and my life has completely fallen to pieces.If you want to know the full story then look at my other posts but even then you wont know the full story.I’m sorry but I don’t trust anyone,not even myself if that makes sense.My schizophrenia(sp?) has become a permanent part of my subconscious.For example if Scarlett spoke to me then I would think that it was my own conscious thought. I haven’t cut in a bit and its taking its toll on me. I’m always on edge and I cant concentrate or sit still for more less than 30 seconds. I’m slowly losing interest in everything I once loved to do or take part in. My friend,who also has depression has been unloading her troubles on me and while I don’t resent her for it I sometimes wish I could tell her my problems.I do sometimes but she doesn’t notice and brushes it off.I have officially decided to cut myself off from the rest of he world quite literally.I am also considering becoming mute because I am already almost mute anyway,I’m so quiet.I’m not looking for attention or consolation I’m just using this website as an outlet for whatever I happen to be writing about at said time.I have matured since my last posts. I shall see you when I post next,goodbye.