Words cannot describe how much I dislike the people in my life right now who keep contacting me. I ignore them and they keep trying to talk to me. I cannot stand them they always just talk about how their lives are soo much better than mine for Christ sake just fuck off and leave me alone. When I am hanging out with them I never act myself around them, and I end up hating the person I am. I wanna experience new things and try finding people who can understand me more. I wish people could just understand me.