FUCK THEM!!!
FUCK THOSE THERAPISTS!!!!!
I’m really mad right now…The therapists say that they want to make me better and they will do everything to make me better. Yeah right. I’ve been in therapy for ten months now there and it only got worse and worse. I have going to the part-time therapy (5 days a week from 9 am till 3 pm) for 4 months now, and I have reached none of my goals. And those therapists…. they really sucked!! I really feel like they don’t take me serious. This was a conversation I had a few weeks ago when I told the therapists that I really felt me horrtible. It went like:
Me: “I’m feeling really worse and depressed and stuff. I feel really down.”
One of the therapists: “But we don’t see it like that, you look really happy.”
Me: “Yeah, could be, but I feel really horrible and depressed. I just put on my mask and go on, you know that.”
One of the therapists: “Well, you really can’t act like you are happy when you are so down as you say, so that’s not possible.”
Yeahh, THAT would make me feel better… They also were going to test me on ADD/ADHD and autism in january, but it’s now march and I only had one of the at least three tests. I still don’t have a diagnosis, only a suspection that I may have ADD. How can you help a person get better when you don’t know what that person for “illness” has? How can you stop the consequences of things when you don’t know what the cause is?? I’m really sick of those therapists. They prove me right again that therapy doesn’t help, that it only gets you down. Well, at least me and at least in The Netherlands. I really hope that my second opinion at another institution will help… It’s my only option left…hey prove me right again that therapy doesn’t help, that it only gets you down. Well, at least me and at least in The Netherlands.
I really hope that my second opinion at another institution will help… It’s my only option left…