every time i try to be happy it always ends up in a disaster
i have always been bullied all my life ever since i was a little girl. i am 15 now and i am still being Put down by others because i dress different and my way of thinking is different than others. i can’t seem to fit in ….. i mean i don’t want to fit in its great to be different but the insults and rumors …. and THE lies are what hurt me. all i ever wanted, was for my life to be different and… for me to be happy. right now i have a boyfriend we have been dating for the passed 4 months now and at first everything was fantastic everything i could ever imagined!
but then after a while things got horrible when people started finding out we were together. when i would walk down the hallways people would call me a slut or a whore… i didn’t even do anything!! I’m to shy to even kiss a boy… they would make up these horrible horrible rumors about me and soon the whole school found out it was a never ending nightmare… my boyfriend was upset….. but he never did believe any of the rumors because they were not true he only told me he loved me and those rumors were shit. sometimes i just want to disappear or just die I WANT TO KNOW JUST WHAT PEOPLE THEN WOULD SAY ABOUT ME!!!! I WANT THEM TO KNOW THAT MY DEATH WAS BECAUSE OF THEM.. AND THAT EVERY NIGHT WHEN THEY GO TO SLEEP THEY WOULD HAVE THAT GUILT THAT THEY MURDERED SOMEONE!!! SOMEONE WHO JUST WANTED TO BE HAPPY AND ENJOY LIFE!!! but i doubt they would care there just monsters
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I’ve always found killing yourself because of others as the most idiotic reason for commiting suicide.
In your case, you won’t make a statement, but just a statistic: “Another girl commits suicide because of bullying. Next: Don’t miss the new episode of TWD!”
Seriously, that’s plain idiotic, girl. You say you enjoy being different? Well, be different and stop giving a fuck about what a bunch of worthleass neanderthals think or say about you.
Success is the best revenge. Grow up. Get strong. Then rub it all in their smug faces. If you die now you’re right, they won’t care, they’ll just say ‘I knew there was something off about her’
Shake your fist and fart in the monsters’ faces. Wind up and kick each of them in their monster crotch. And be sure to tell them that changeling sent ya.
Hello this is future you alice!! you made it! and it got so much better!! who knew!! your in college now and things are so good!