I finally have had enough with the emotional and physical abuse with everyone in my life. It is not like I have a best friend to tell all my problems to and receive advice from so I have decided to take a step forward and see a therapist.
I am partially excited about this decision because I can finally allow myself to open up without worrying about my secrets getting out but I am also afraid to tell about my feelings and emotions because what if he/she thinks I am a freak? A nothing.
This is my first step towards freedom from the dreadful memories that bind me. I am afraid of going for my first time but will keep and update on how things are going.
I cannot recommend anyone having problems to see a therapist just yet but we will see in time what happens.
I refuse to let Death take over my life and control me. It is my turn.