so what to do at 37 and now lifes grenade explodes in the form of a car crash? not that is has been rough at all. just fought drug addiction for 20 years. went to prison for almost 8. finally think the pin is back in the device and BOOM! i almost die. 3 months of hospital, i now have 20+ inches of scar tissue and 47 peices of metal in me. cant walk right, left hand is almost useless and im just never going to be the same. Â life is good. i used to say andthink that. i have a new outlook. daily i ponder what the other side will bring. ive seen and been a part of stuff people only dream about. its time to take a rest. regrets? 2, i never got married and have no children. been way too busy being selfish. Guess one last act to finish the book.
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After all that – you’re giving up now?
You’re 37 years old – there is so much you could still accomplish – I know men who have only married and had children in their late forties.
If you really want it to happen – it will.
You’re too far in to give up now – just a wasted effort if you do.
Uh huh. Sounds good. How about this… Tried to od twice, had gun put to my head during deal. Been in a few fights that almost did it.. Im of the thought that i cant die. Thats why GOD IS DEAD… Not really a waste, just time to go find out what i can destroy in the next whatever is out there. For me death is not the end, but a beginning of a new chapter. If this one was this radical. I will correct the wrongs and do it again. Problem is that there are NO guarantees in ANYTHING! thanks for the hope, but mine left in gods hands
I’d ask you to think it through – seriously think about the implications of it. What people who have known you and maybe even family if you have it. How does it affect them?
You sound like you have a lot of regrets – but do you really want to leave it that way?
To end your life knowing you’re leaving problems behind and not actually facing them?
How can you still believe in God after all you’ve been through? I don’t want to question your faith but if you seriously believe in God – let him decide.
Hope you decide to take the steering wheel and manually change the direction in which you’re headed. 🙂
@GodisdeaD Hmmm… a family man. You’re not that old, you know? You could still have a family with kids and all… It’s not too late for it, man.
Death is final… Believe me, I’ve got a good source! You’ve been through a lot… Maybe it’s time to learn from your mistakes, to not make them again… and to try to improve your life… You’re mortal too. Everyone is… I didn’t understand though… why do you think God is dead?