everyday life….

i wake up everyday wanting to die. i go to my bathroom and look in the mirror. all i see is an ugly girl who will never be good enough, i go to school. always the first person to cry because of voices saying “slut”, “whore” “suicidal freak” “go die” “emo ******” etc. i walk around school with my face covered because im to ugly to be seen. im a nobody at school. no one likes, everyone hates me. i go home and pretend nothing had happened and go to my room and slit my wrists. millions of scars on my arms bleeding. i cry and cry and cry. i take a shower to wash of all the blood and to wash my face and body. while taking a shower i think about life. how life is terrible and how i always suffer. i go to my room again and attempt suicide. but i never die. so instead i cry myself to sleep. when i go to sleep i wish i’d stop breathing. and well thats everyday life for me.