I went to my friends house last night. He told me to try a shot. I have nothing to lose so I did. The night ended with me taking 7 shots of vodka with some fruity stuff and some captain morgan. I have never felt so out of control. I can’t really remember anything that happened. But now I see why people drink. I never thought a fifteen year old girl like myself, would stoop to such a low level to escape the empty feeling even if it was only temporarily. I didn’t feel empty at the time, I felt warm and fuzzy and happy.
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At least you found some comfort in drinking. I myself cannot drink because of my stupid alcohol intolerance. If it wasn’t for that, I would have become a drunkard long time ago 🙂
I started drinking when I was 12 it made me feel relaxed for once that does not last forever later on I got sad when I drank alcohol. You should be very careful I’m the same age as you. I blacked out a couple times but one of the times I lost my virginity I was to drunk to even know what I was doing and he knew that. Good luck.