fuck it

im tired of my life. i just give and dont get. my mom needs me my dad needs me. some 16 year old friend of my mom needs me. i like her but turn she will probably never move to where i am even if i wait. she is not stable right now. my sister is always busy and not easy to talk to. my dad cut me out of his life. my mom just doesnt get how i feel. if i killed myself i would just be inconveniencing them. i woyldnt lose anything. yeah they care about me, but isnt every one supposed to? im tired of having friends who just dont care what hapens to me. i feel like if said i was gonna kill myself on facebook no one would care. their just busy with their lives. dating suck. im too scared to meet girls on the street. okcupid is torture. no one cares and i guess all those hirls just have hotter guys than me who are hust more important to the world. im tired of favors i just want one true friend that is a girl.