I just would like a friend

I have always wanted a best friend, and the only thing close to that was this girl named Breanna*, but she got mad a lot at me for not thinking the was she does and she had another group she would hang around with and i dont think they liked me because in a way i was a higher class then them but i never saw people as classes i just saw them for who they were. Anyway back to my point, it is not like i dont have any friends, but these friends are more like, how would you put it.. acquaintance. Everyone seems to like me in my class, im friendly and dont try to be something i am not. Well i would like to think i dont but i know i do sometimes. But what i would want is someone to handout with at lunch or after school., it seems like because now we are in grade 11 everyone already has all there groups, and because i messed up in grade 9 and 10 with drugs and being in the wrong people, i feel i missed my opportunity to find myself a group. It makes me sad sometimes and i try to think once i get out of high school it will be better, but there is a part of me that is scared that maybe its me, and maybe im the problem. My mom and a lot of adults like me, and my counsin says that i am a very special (in a good way) person. I hope to god its really just my school because i dont wanna be alone anymore. I am really just looking for a friend. So IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE WHO WANTS A FRIEND. I AM HERE – Esila