its always about the $$$

i hope you are up to date with your reading. someone is jerking me around. your office says its the insurance co. the insurance co says its the office. either way for some reason my co-pay to see you has now tripled. been waiting for some edict from on high saying i need to stop seeing you so often. guess now i got it. something to do with specialist services versus therapy services. blah blah blah. i love insurance companies. oh well its only money right? my current financial crisis notwithstanding. i keep saying i am worth more dead than alive. yet another example. someone please tell me again why i am bothering with all this? right now it all seems like a waste of time and money. my “emotion mind” is telling me that i am not worth the extra expenditure. with the way things are looking right now i would have to agree.