The world goes on without you here. adjust or just collapse. I never been been good at adjusting. Hell I don’t feel comfortable besides when I’m alone. I know what it would do to my family if I killed myself. I wish things were easier. I wish it was not so hard. I fail at school, friends, family, boyfriends, eating, and self control. I’m not gonna graduate high school I don’t have the energy. I think I’m gonna go. I won’t be back most likely wish me luck. Peace.
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It sounds like you are pretty weary.
Would it be okay to ask who beat you down to this level? You seem so resigned. Like someone has damaged your self worth.
I guess I would say I beat myself down to this level. I did not start it I just started believing that I’m worthless.
I’m struggling again now too – so I swear I’m not preaching. But I care about you. I do. I don’t care if I don’t know you, I lived with my horrible family for so many years and they never ever spoke truthfully as you do.
I don’t talk much because I never really have anything to say. So when I do it’s because it’s important. I grew up with such bad parents they were liars thieves. It got so bad they were lying to themselves. Ever since then I try to never lie. I care about you too. I’m sorry your struggling. I hope you feel better soon.
Get in the car and drive. Doesn’t matter where. Just drive.
I would but I would have to steal a car and that’s to much work.