i feel useless to this world. im not good enough for anyone or anything. i suck at everything i do and i’ll just be a failure the rest of my life. im ugly, stupid and an annoying ***** who needs to die. i’ll never be the pretty one, i’ll never succeed. my mind is all fucked up with suicidal thoughts and im not the person who i was before.Â now i just wanna die and escape this pain. what reason do i have to still be here if no one loves me, the only thing i’ll do is cryÂ myself to sleep, self-harm, and hate on my own reflection. im sick and tired of living, i don’t want to be here anymore and my life is only tearing a part. having a life is the most precious thing a person can have but what precious thing is there about life if all my life was just hell? i live in silence, afraid to speak of my life in darkness.