My mom is such a fucking *****, I’ve had it up to here!! I can’t stand her shit any fucking more, last week on Thursday, she fucking ruined my plans because one Wednesday she thought I was going to beat up my sister because I complained about her touching my things. She made this HUGE scene on the phone, in the party she was in and at home. She is fucking STUPID, all she fucking does is think lowly of me and I’ve had ENOUGH. So on Thursday, she RUINED my plans because  she says I MISBEHAVED on Wednesday, so I got SUPER FUCKING PISSED, and slammed the door three times, she then continued off to threatening to call the cops on me and I’ve HAD ENOUGH of her BULLSHIT. I got up on my barefeet and began pounding her fucking face in, I started punching, kicking and choking her because I was FRUSTRATED with her bullshit, my friend had to PRY me off of her, because I didn’t want to stop anymore, and I wasn’t planning to.
She then made a BIGGER SCENE, called my friend’s mom and started talking about how a horrible daughter I am, and that all I do is ruin her life and whatnot. So my friend’s mom comes here, and she tries to talk shit out. Of course, in the end I ended up staying at her house for like four days, and all it did was WORSEN my life instead of MAKE IT BETTER, now I come back here, everything is so called “settled down”, fuck that shit, once everything is calm down I go ahead and ask, can I go over to my friend’s house, she agrees. My sister gets home, whom I’m tired of fucking sleeping with, where the fuck is my personal space? My fucking chill zone!? I don’t fucking have one, because all that stupid wench knows what to do, is take EVERYTHING away from me, even my SANITY. So, I told her, to go sleep on the couch today that I didn’t plan on sleeping with anyone tonight, my sister complained and there goes my mom making a huge fucking scene out of everything. She started screaming and flipping her fucking shit, I’ve had enough of it, honestly. I can’t anymore.
My sister goes to sleep on the couch and I have my large space now in my room, she doesn’t have to LIVE there, I just wanted some space for that night. I’m a light sleeper, it’s rare that I go into a deep-sleep. I start hearing off in the distance my mom having a conversation on the phone, saying how she’s not going to take me to my friend’s house, AGAIN, and I’m just like what? And I asked her, what the fuck she meant by that. And she’s all like, you haven’t woken up yet, you kicked your sister off the fucking bed and she’s sleeping on the couch, you’re a horrible child, why the fuck do you deserve anything?
I seriously, couldn’t go back to sleep for the LIFE of me, all I wanted to do, was beat the shit out of my fucking mother and watch her DIE. I can not continue like this, I am being driven to the edge, and I can’t seem to find a way back, I need REAL HELP and we DON’T have money to afford or my mom just doesn’t fucking care. I’m losing my mind here I just can’t anymore, dude. I can’t.
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“… pounding her fucking face in, I started punching, kicking and choking her …”
IS a Crime!
Not Crimes:
touching my things
ruined my plans
is fucking STUPID
threatening to call the cops
made this HUGE scene on the phone
Throughout your entire diatribe i see NOTHING that suggests anyone should “owe” you anything – want everything and give nothing yet you expect them to treat you like the golden child?
Concern yourself with being helpful and kind to your family – in other words – stop being selfish – and watch most of your problems fade away (THIS is the “way” back from the edge – the ONLY way)
You don’t see it – but from your OWN words I see your mom as VERY caring and patient – but she doesn’t know how to get through to you that YOUR behavior is cruel, mean and 100% about ONLY you with NO concern for anyone else.
You should thank your lucky stars that you’re not in a jail cell
I’m sure you’ll say i’m an idiot but let me remind you:
“… pounding her fucking face in, I started punching, kicking and choking her …”
IS a Crime!
All other arguments are INVALID
crime dawg
Read my other posts, and consider my whole entire life. Just go through that for a while. Then come back here, and think for a few minutes. Why hasn’t your mother done anything?
Ditto on what the puppy said. You complain because you share a room? It’s not your mothers fault if she cant afford more space. It sucks being poor but we don’t choose our parents or their wealth. You beat someone? I think you might be bipolar, or horribly raised because it sounds like you throw tantrums whenever you don’t get what you want. The world is not going to end because you didn’t get to go to a friends house. Gawd damn child, grow up. You don’t always get what you want. If you’re so damn tired of living with your mom and sister go see if you can make it on your own going to school and paying foor food and rent not to mention all the other stuff you probably have….oh like the INTERNET thats not fucking free.
On that note i do sympathize on the needing your space, I shared a room with my brothers since I was a baby. I’ve since moved across the country and have a job now, i have a place and i have stuff to pay for and while i get more space i find it quite difficult to do thigns i want. Stay in school, grow up, stop throwing tantrums. You need anger management, maybe get diagnosed. You can get help ya know, speak to a school counselor, tell them you need help with you mental problems and that your family cant afford medical help they will hopefully help. Some psychiatric centers offer free groups ya know? Oh and ever heard of medical? Its for us poor people, so we can have healthcare. Use it. IF you REALLY wanted help you would find a way to see a doctor.
Dude, grow up, get back to reality, life sucks deal with it.
Find ways to get what you need.
Now in it’s the part of my comment where i apologize for being harsh, mean, horrible, and aggressive. I shouldn’t be speaking about growing up since im still much of a child…and a little ***** but im self-aware….i am quite sorry for my comment but i hope you do get the message in the cruel grow up messages.
I don’t go to school, as you see. You have only read one of my posts, I’m home-schooled, I take online FREE courses, with no tutor. So, I’m a learn-it-all-on-my-own kid. My mother has never taught me anything I know, if not the INTERNET has. It is her fault, because she FUCKED up, she FUCKED up and she has RUINED our life completely. You read all my other posts before you say something to me, because obviously you don’t know ANYTHING at all.