My mom is such a fucking *****, I’ve had it up to here!! I can’t stand her shit any fucking more, last week on Thursday, she fucking ruined my plans because one Wednesday she thought I was going to beat up my sister because I complained about her touching my things. She made this HUGE scene on the phone, in the party she was in and at home. She is fucking STUPID, all she fucking does is think lowly of me and I’ve had ENOUGH. So on Thursday, she RUINED my plans because Â she says I MISBEHAVED on Wednesday, so I got SUPER FUCKING PISSED, and slammed the door three times, she then continued off to threatening to call the cops on me and I’ve HAD ENOUGH of her BULLSHIT. I got up on my barefeet and began pounding her fucking face in, I started punching, kicking and choking her because I was FRUSTRATED with her bullshit, my friend had to PRY me off of her, because I didn’t want to stop anymore, and I wasn’t planning to.
She then made a BIGGER SCENE, called my friend’s mom and started talking about how a horrible daughter I am, and that all I do is ruin her life and whatnot. So my friend’s mom comes here, and she tries to talk shit out. Of course, in the end I ended up staying at her house for like four days, and all it did was WORSEN my life instead of MAKE IT BETTER, now I come back here, everything is so called “settled down”, fuck that shit, once everything is calm down I go ahead and ask, can I go over to my friend’s house, she agrees. My sister gets home, whom I’m tired of fucking sleeping with, where the fuck is my personal space? My fucking chill zone!? I don’t fucking have one, because all that stupid wench knows what to do, is take EVERYTHING away from me, even my SANITY. So, I told her, to go sleep on the couch today that I didn’t plan on sleeping with anyone tonight, my sister complained and there goes my mom making a huge fucking scene out of everything. She started screaming and flipping her fucking shit, I’ve had enough of it, honestly. I can’t anymore.
My sister goes to sleep on the couch and I have my large space now in my room, she doesn’t have to LIVE there, I just wanted some space for that night. I’m a light sleeper, it’s rare that I go into a deep-sleep. I start hearing off in the distance my mom having a conversation on the phone, saying how she’s not going to take me to my friend’s house, AGAIN, and I’m just like what? And I asked her, what the fuck she meant by that. And she’s all like, you haven’t woken up yet, you kicked your sister off the fucking bed and she’s sleeping on the couch, you’re a horrible child, why the fuck do you deserve anything?
I seriously, couldn’t go back to sleep for the LIFE of me, all I wanted to do, was beat the shit out of my fucking mother and watch her DIE. I can not continue like this, I am being driven to the edge, and I can’t seem to find a way back, I need REAL HELP and we DON’T have money to afford or my mom just doesn’t fucking care. I’m losing my mind here I just can’t anymore, dude. I can’t.