I’m lonely. So much that I’m wondering if it’s possible to die of loneliness like starvation.
Why did you have to die, James? You were the only one who cared about me. I just want to be with you wherever you are.
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I’m here to talk, If you want?
Hey, I’m here… So James was a really big part of your life right, Did he remind you of the good in this world, the hope and starry light of the heart, the love and fire of something from far above. Dear you can find this in other things and people, You can find what you loved most of James in other people, nature, creatures, and magnificent things of the world. I’m sorry for your loss really, just remember that there are also so many things you can gain from this world if you look and see in the right places.
I’ve been trying to connect with other people, I really have. I went on 2 terrible blind dates, asked an old friend to hang out but she didn’t respond, had plans to get coffee but they never showed up…the list goes on.
I don’t take it personally like I used to, but I am hopeless and terribly lonely. The highlight of my day was talking to the cashier at my local sewing arts center. Truly pathetic.
Hi there, thanks for reaching out. I’d love to talk
no problem 🙂 Just don’t think your alone. I know its not the same, but the people on this site have helped me tonight and I want it to be the same for you
Just because you asked if “boring” was the reason your posts get less comments, i just read some of your posts.
I don’t think it has anything to do with “boring.” I don’t find your posts boring at all.
What i do find is that your posting content seems to be… well… what can anyone really say?
I think that the problems you describe in your stories are the kind that not many, if any at all, would be able to help with. When i was reading, i was moved by the tragic nature of your events, but honestly didn’t know what could be said.
Plus, you’re sharing these stories in a place full of people who probably have so much of their own grief and anguish going on, that they might not be able to process such things, and wouldn’t be able to say much either.
“I’m here for you.” “There are other people in this world.” “People care.”
Would pseudo-sincere cookie-cutter responses really help? I doubt that’s what you want. There just might not be very many people who would understand, and i would bet a rather large portion of the users who post here, would be overwhelmed in your situation, and would not know what to say to you.
People tend to run away when they can’t help.
All I can say is I understand. There are days that the only one I talk to is my cat.