Today I went to a farm and got some milk and visited the baby cows. (Oh my god, I sound like I’m 5) I really did, isn’t that sad? I talked to the baby cows and they were so cute and I actually felt they accepted me. I’m sure they looked at me in an accepting way. It’s the most social I’ve been in awhile. There was a rooster too, but I didn’t talk to him. They had this tea called kumbuchu? And it’s almost like hard cider , it’s kind of giving me a buzz. That was all after I’d gotten lost for an hour on dirt roads and almost started crying. Really, I used to drive all over the state without shedding a tear. I’m using humour (attempting) to stop myself from getting upset. And that was my big day in the country.
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Sounds fun to me!
Awww, baby cows! Sounds adorable. Animals are wonderful and indeed accepting.
I’ve lost my way before. Sometimes I end up in strange places and sometimes in front of something entirely unexpected and wonderful.
Well thanks @riverrun, it was actually fun, but I get stressed going out lately. @fancy..they were so cute and I’ll take their pictures next time. @L270, you are right of course, it can be a way of seeing something new you would never have seen. I will try and remember, that’s how I used to think too…:)
By the way, it’s a very small farm and all the owner does is free graze a really small number of cows on natural grasses and she milks them one at a time, and rotates them so most are getting time off for months and not being milked at all. I met the big cows and they seem happy as far as I can tell, and come over to you. The milk is fresh and really nice.
Re-discovering good memories – my favorite pastime if it could be one