My mental state is pure agony and torture. Â I need to end this suffering. Â But I continue on in hopes somehow I’ll get better. Â Knowing full well it won’t. Â I’m living in denial because my survival instinct is so strong.
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I’m at the same point as you now, the thoughts that plague my mind are hell, but I keep lingering on here hoping it will get better, but every day that passes it doesn’t. I’m tired of it all too.
Yeah I don’t know how long I can last really. But I have a strong will to survive.
So do I, I just keep getting up every morning with the smallest hope I have, but nothing has changed yet.
Been there and done that… eventually the pain will go away and be replaced with numbness… It is like you don’t feel anything anymore…. like a specific part of yourself died and you kind have to make do and live without those missing parts. So then, the next question would be … is this feeling of “feeling nothing” better than “feeling in pain?”
If your survival instinct is as strong as you say, you will survive this… at best, you will recover and be happy with life again.. at worse, you just feel “nothing” like I do.
I’m pretty much in the same boat. Stupid body doesnt know when to quit, wont let me go.
The fact that u stil hav a bit of hope,clearly u meant 2 b alive 2day.