That’s the method to my madness. Or at least a major component of it.
So here we go.
One bad apple ruins the bunch.
How amazingly succinct was that?
Are there any people who actually want to be bad people? Who want to be boring? An anchor dragging the people they care about into the mire? No, but there are a great deal of people who feel that they are these things. Those aren’t the people I’m concerned with here. I’m concerned with the pieces of shit who feed off of kicking those people while they’re prostrate from emotional pain. Do they want to be bad people? Do they want to hurt others and make the world worse for their part in it?
Am I one of those people?
Sometimes. Aren’t we all?
So fuck it. I’m out – I won’t take any part in the games people play; love, sex, intrigue, what the hell ever else you want to call it. I don’t understand it, and I have no desire to learn because it’s just so stupid and pointless. The human race sometimes looks like a cesspool full of toxic blue-green algae. You know those blooms expand exponentially, right?
One bad apple ruins the bunch.
2 comments
Everytime I read your posts or listen to your conversations on chat I am struck by how you see things. You are insightful and I truely relate to some of the things you talk about. This post especially I can understand where you are coming from. I have been told so many times how I make others miserable and how I bring them down. Its hard to deal with the game everyone plays with life. Everyone is motivated to live for themselves and only do what they think is right for them.
We’re all good and bad. Nobody is just one or the other – it’s just how human beings are. A person can’t take and not give, be loved without loving, or hate without being hated in return. It’s like an echo-chamber – everyone transmitting the same problems, the same hopes, the same joy, but if that gets out of whack and one or the other takes primacy… that’s when you gotta step back and figure out if it’s really all you, or if you’re just responding to the madness surrounding you.