Everytime i try to stop i fail…. i keep cutting. i’ll be clean for two weeks and then i do it again.. i have anxiety.. and depression. I like to cut sometimes… and bleed. sometimes i wonder if i just cut deep enough. and overdose on pills i’d have WHAT i WANT. … WHAT i neeed….. Maybe one day/… but up to now.. im at 4 pillss… strong pills.. all i need is to go far away…. isolate myself… and KILL MYSELF. . i truley love him as well….. but he doesnt know.
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He won’t know unless you tell him, and love is such a powerful thing it can bring you out out of even the deepest depressions
Your words are powerful. Crying out for love but your plans are taking you away from the source of all love. The anxiety and depression rob your peace as does the love you feel for someone who doesn’t know. I don’t know you but I know someone very close who is a cutter, my daughter, and have been with her to help bandage her cuts and have seen this same anxiety and depression. For her, it gets triggered by rejection sometimes. I am not sure what all causes it but the scars are lasting. You have gone two weeks without cutting. Go three and then four. Find other ways to releave that anxiety and depression. We just need to weather these storms that come through our life. You can get through it.