My first post in a while

My first post in a while.

I don’t know what it is that keeps pulling me back here, but no matter how my life is going eventually I always end up back here. Maybe it is the safety of the internet, perhaps it is that I know you all understand what it means to be depressed. I feel like I have made some of my greatest friends on here because they actually get me. I don’t have to pretend with you guys. Its nice, I guess I just miss that.

I work in an office now, software development, its fine, im good at it, but I have to act normal all day. it is exausting, plus I have a new gf now and she is always texting me and sleeping over. don’t get me wrong, I love talking to her and spending time with her but I never have any alone time anymore. She really is lovely, she says she is really happy, so I am happy. haha. Its really nice to just have someone. she actually cares about my day and what I am thinking, so I try and do the same for her.

I have no idea where I was going with this.

I miss you guys. I hope your all doing well, I really hope that your all happy.

<3 SP

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