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One day I’ll be alright, but for now I’ve got to dream and fight. The future, they say, is oh so bright. But from my view it’s as dark as night.
Shadows upon the walls, demons creep, and darkness calls. There’s no victory, the battle lasts eternally. War zone up ahead, life and death fight in my head. I hear the screams of the dead, the words they whisper, the words they said. echoing, inside my mind. Are you okay? of course, I’m fine. No need to fret. For i’m alright. No I’m honest, it’s not a lie. Even if I just want to die, I swear to God, that i’m just fine. I’m not hungry, I just ate. Filled with hunger, and self hate. The devil’s words, trapped in my soul, the hellfire, eats me whole. I purge and binge and lose it all. How much more until I fall? Step right up. I’ll guess my weight. The skin and bones the frail face, I guess I weigh two ninety-eight!
One day I’ll be alright. But for now I’ll just dream and fight. The future, they say, is oh so bright. But from my view it’s dark as night. Red lines, on my skin. Liquid runs amock again. Metal blade, shine so bright. Pain that feels almost too right. It’s addicting, more than drugs. I love the first sting, it’s what I love. Road map, across my skin. They wear a grin. For they have won. They’ve broken, yet another one.
But my dear, you’ve still got hope, so break the blades and trash the rope. Dump the pills, and eat at ease. My dear, I ask you please, do not kill yourself tonight, because I know that you can fight. It’ll be a long hard war. But it’s one that’s worth fighting for. And even though I’ve faded away. I know you’ve still got a chance. So please, for me, choose to stay.